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Don’t get me wrong, I adore my medical team. They’re brilliant and fabulous guides. But there are so many questions they can’t answer or problems they don’t know how to forecast or fix. What it boils down to is accepting I’m the expert of my own body. I operate it daily and am her voice. Through this whole thing I have learned to rely on that rather than expect my doctors to have all the answers or be my body’s advocate. That’s my job. #cancer #doublemastectomy #breastcancer #sexandillness #stageiv #stageivcancer #stageivbreastcancer #sexyselfie #instacancer #sexandcancer #fuckcancer #screwcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #dying4sex #health

And maybe I will. But odds are I won’t. Either way, I didn’t feel particularly sentimental about it all. I hold on to the belief that when my number is up, it will be time. And that I get to live the crap out of every moment until then. #cancer #doublemastectomy #breastcancer #sexandillness #stageiv #stageivcancer #stageivbreastcancer #sexyselfie #instacancer #sexandcancer #fuckcancer #screwcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #dying4sex #gratitude

And sometimes those side effects become lifetime new normals, although I generally hate that term. Treatment changes you as much as the disease and I deal with it because I want to live. But honestly, there are days I fantasize about throwing in the towel. #cancer #doublemastectomy #breastcancer #sexandillness #stageiv #stageivcancer #stageivbreastcancer #sexyselfie #instacancer #sexandcancer #fuckcancer #screwcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #dying4sex

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Articles I’ve been featured in

Hollywood Holler: This Cancer Thriver Walked The Runway At NYFW, Going From Model To Role Model
Elle Magazine: Every Model in This Fashion Show Is Living With Breast Cancer
Hutch News: Keeping cancer a secret by Bill Briggs
CBS News: Private struggle: Why some with breast cancer keep it to themselves by Mary Brophy Marcus

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